Post by ectoplasm on Jan 20, 2024 16:10:30 GMT -5
I feel weird asking for prayers, for some reason, maybe because I don't often do that, but I could really use some help. Even suggestions are welcomed. A few months ago I was kicked out of my apartment because my GF felt unsafe (reasonably so, my bipolar episodes have been out of control) and so I had to move back with my parents. I was struggling with that to begin with, as I miss her, and I miss my three fur babies. They mean the world to me. But about a month ago I was let go from my job for being disengaged and making mistakes. I've had a lot of cognitive issues this past year, aside from mental health, including brain fog and trouble with memory. I'll be discussing it with my PCP on Monday. I've been in a really rough spot lately. I've been crying a lot, I've been missing my family, and I've been struggling to find purpose and meaning. I've had a lot of thoughts of "I'd be better off no longer living" and that kind of thing. I could just really use some help. Anything at all. I've been praying, and I've been trying to work on my relationship with the Lord. It's been helpful, but I'm not above asking for fellowship. If you've gotten this far, thank you for reading. I appreciate you all. Been on here since 04 under various names and it's been great. God bless.
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