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Post by Kel on May 3, 2017 8:59:28 GMT -5
Thank you for the prayers of safe travel!! I didn't realize.. I'm so sorry!! Thank you Lorrie. ((Hugs))). New request,
So.. Dev & I are going to spend a little time tomorrow.. I need prayers, 1) to spend and send a message that she HEARS of compassion & understanding. And 2) not to get frustrated with her. I want to speak so she hears me. She is shutting us out. ESPECIALLY her father, who would lie in front of a train for her & her brother. The evil one is trying to tear us down.. please pray that I have the right words that reach her soul. Thank you all!!
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Post by Kel on Mar 21, 2017 23:40:20 GMT -5
I'm so happy to hear he is better!
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Post by Kel on Mar 21, 2017 22:33:32 GMT -5
Thank you Leonard. There is just chaos brewing, and I know it's of the evil one. I'm so sad
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Post by Kel on Mar 20, 2017 10:11:47 GMT -5
My heart aches, I know the Lord is in control, but I am just struggling with decisions in life choices that others around me are making… It breaks my heart and I'm struggling because I know they make their own choices and it has nothing to do with me but I feel that it does, I feel like I failed, I feel so lost when it comes to my family
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Post by Kel on Jan 5, 2017 22:25:46 GMT -5
oh lulu i am so sorry.. that stinks. but call your mortgage co asap and let them know whats going on. they may be willing to work with you
praying of course for cheryl and ed
Cindy i hope you are better and i hope everyone is well
we are still trying to figure out what we want to do with our lives. the market is good here. i am tempted to put the house on market, sell everything and move. start fresh somewhere. not running from problems, its just its SO expensive to live here and we really want property. my health isn't 100 % here either..
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Post by Kel on Dec 23, 2016 22:19:25 GMT -5
<3 lulu
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Post by Kel on Dec 23, 2016 21:17:45 GMT -5
oh that is funny Cindy!! I wonder what we were doing in the dream?!
Much love everyone! Merry Christmas.. I'll be busy the next couple days.. like everyone here.. so I wanted to send my love :)
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Post by Kel on Dec 22, 2016 22:32:36 GMT -5
Thank you. we are all in trying times huh?
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Post by Kel on Dec 22, 2016 22:31:41 GMT -5
oh i am so sorry lulu ((((( hugs )))) prayers for sure
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Post by Kel on Dec 21, 2016 23:29:27 GMT -5
Wow! Margie your house sold FAST!! That's awesome! Congrats
Hi Cindy! I've missed chatting with you too! Loved your cookie pictures on fb. super cute!!
Hi Leigh, I'm glad you like our furniture, we had a gentleman that is interested in furnishing his restaurant with our furniture. If it goes through, and his partner agrees to the terms, David and I will be bustin' our booties making tables and chairs.
Our Sheltie, Buck will turn 16 years in Feb. He has been having trouble holding it as well and a little throwing up. I notice he has to eat at a certain time, or he throws up, his tummy too empty I suppose, he also has accidents, I am always letting him out (indoor dog also) There isn't much the vet can do for him, so I make sure before I go to bed, (10pmish when not working) that he goes potty and then David lets him out at 1am, then I get up at 6-630 for him to go potty and then get everyone fed by 7:30 He has been doing better. We will still have accidents, I think Dixie (Killian's dog) stresses him out. She doesn't understand his growling at her is to "leave me alone, I'm old" David and I joke that he is "yelling at the kids to get off his lawn" lol He's a good boy though. He struggling with his breathing a little. Daisy is our companion, shes like Mace. Wants to always be with us, everywhere we go. Daddy's little girl lol
Freelance work is going well. I will be done with this little stint on the 29th. A couple days I have to do double duty. 9-1 at the Rec and 3-11:30 at the TV station. pray for me!!
Chat with you all soon!
Love, Kel (aka Kelley lol ;) )
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Post by Kel on Dec 16, 2016 12:14:24 GMT -5
No Barbara, I can not say right now. I can say its the type of people and a lifestyle she is hanging around with. The Lord knows, and just knowing you & Leonard are praying for her helps ease my mind.
Saw my mom the other day, It was just an errand day, she needed help running around. We went to lunch and it was a good visit. She is still out of sorts, but I am ignoring it and not letting it ruin anything. She has to come to terms with things. She is very frail, and not in good health, so I am not going not see her. I will help when she lets me.
thank you again for the prayers.
So good to hear about your son & his wife expecting their first baby. God's timing, not ours. I have to keep remembering that. lol.
Much love to you all..
Talk soon, Kel
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Post by Kel on Dec 6, 2016 10:53:11 GMT -5
Good morning everyone. My prayers are with you, even tho I am not posting like I use too. I do use FB for our business and for contact with customers, new coworkers and schoolmates, but I am just so tired of all the phony baloney, its hard to be on the computer anymore, just because I am not working like I use to. I use to be on the computer more during my breaks and quiet times at work.
I hope everyone is doing well. Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving, and wow, Christmas is just around the corner, I am so not ready. I didn't decorate like I normally do. We have everyone back home right now, which means 4dogs in my house.. ugh.. lol.. but its all good. Megan leaves for France on Saturday to go be with my son for 2months. I am sure they miss each other, but we will be puppy sitting their Mastiff..
well, I better get ready, I need to go to the store as well as I work tonight in Seattle. I am freelancing now, which is nice. Its not everyday.
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Post by Kel on Dec 6, 2016 10:44:58 GMT -5
Thank you faithful prayer warriors
trying times for sure.. in my minds most forefront is my daughter . The Lord knows :(
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Post by Kel on Sept 22, 2016 21:18:02 GMT -5
Thank you all..
it took 3 weeks or more and my mom called. She didn't remember saying she would call me back. She says she has been having issues (sickness) the last 3-4 weeks, (she was ok when I saw her last) and I tried to make plans with her today, but she cancelled yesterday. When I called her today to check, she said she was better. Idk. Also, I said I missed her, and it would be good to visit, and she said, well you can always come over to visit, & I did tell her, not when you say you don't want company because you don't feel well. I guess I just don't understand..
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Post by Kel on Sept 11, 2016 12:49:35 GMT -5
this is a new thing for me, holding what she says accountable. I thought we were always a close family. my sisters didn't approve of my mom telling me when i was 10 that they were my half sisters, however, i never thought that way. they were always my sisters. it wasn't until 4 years ago, when my great niece graduated high school i realized how my oldest sister was, or how she felt about me. i was sitting next to my middle sister and she was saying hi to all these people and they were saying hi to my mom etc.. i just sat there, smiling. then this one gal said, as my sister introduced me, "oh, I didn't know Aaron (my nephew to my oldest sister) had another aunt?" my oldest sister just looked at me, and looked away. (that was painful) my middle sister just smiled, not really paying attention. but my oldest sister has always had separate family gatherings etc. its also good to know that both my sisters hid from my father that they were married to not so nice men, and my mom hid it from my dad. and i had told both my sisters, i can not have my kids (who were very young) around these men, because i can not have them lie to their papa, who they were around a lot. (my kids loved going to grandpa and grandmas house) - my mom is not that grandma anymore.
I tried to have a family pow wow before my son got married 2 1/2 years ago, to "lets talk about family dynamics," i love my sisters, but never felt i belonged
my mom and i were close while i was growing up. she was never "overly affectionate" like i am with my kids (grabbing their face and kissing them) but she was my mom. a lot of times, it was just she and i. we had horses and we were always trail riding together
but the last few years have been strained. she just isn't the same.
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Post by Kel on Sept 8, 2016 20:01:54 GMT -5
my sisters are from her first marriage. they seem to have similar relationship with her, however, I'm the only one that is holding mom accountable, the rest of them let her say and do whatever she wants to them. I just can't. There is no reason to be mean. there was a time it was just the three of them. I am 13 years younger than my oldest sister.
I believe my grandma favored my moms brother, and grandpa favored my moms sister. I do not know my aunt & uncle. things have always been strained there. mom was in charge of grandmas health and executor of the will. because she was the most responsible. (kind of like me)
its a cycle now that I think about it.
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Kel
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Post by Kel on Sept 6, 2016 19:29:47 GMT -5
bystillwaters except for the part about my mom. i don't understand that yet. hurtful
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Post by Kel on Sept 5, 2016 20:50:46 GMT -5
crazy times indeed
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Post by Kel on Sept 5, 2016 20:45:11 GMT -5
Jeanette is feeling better. She is handling her meds well and is taking her time to get back on her feet. Its been two weeks or so since they caught the aneurysms
I"m doing ok. We just cleaned up the yard for fall. Getting some rain this week and I didn't want a mess.. you know? Have a bistro & a ice bucket cooler to make for a customer. Hoping we get more big orders! The couple we've had have been a blessing! God has blessed us and David and I enjoy it.
I got a job at the Rec Center! I'm pretty excited about. I have orientation on the 12th.
I finally called my mom, after not talking for two weeks.. now, if i hadn't heard from my daughter or son in that long, I would call and check on them!! So I finally got through and I thought we had a decent conversation.. last Saturday. when she answered, I did say.. Hey! You're alive!! she laughed.. We chatted a little, I told her I got the job at the rec center and I was excited about my new job opportunity & she said; "well? You won't be making your 20$ an hour..." I said? It's not about the money mom. It's about change. after a short bit later, she wanted to get off the phone & she said she would call me on Tuesday the 29th.
I have yet to hear from her
it makes me sad. but honestly, I don't know what else to say or do. For some reason she just seems to not want a real relationship with me. only one she can dictate. or so it seems to me.
my heart hurts.
but, my family is good. Killian is getting anxious, he really wants to sign another contract for overseas. We found out his agent was shady, and spoke horribly to Killian, so Killian fired him. He had another agent and attorney help him through the legal process.
I know the Lord has a plan. but I have one anxious kid.
Devyn is doing really well. They are training her for management and she just joined a Rugby team.. lol.. I am hoping this brings new friends into her life that are positive and not like what she has been dealing with the last couple years.
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Post by Kel on Aug 22, 2016 20:17:40 GMT -5
i will update later i am exhausted
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Post by Kel on Aug 21, 2016 18:17:27 GMT -5
Thank you so much my friends. I haven't been here for awhile. Ive been updating on fb after I finish with my guppy's posts.. I am so sorry. I know the Lord is in control, but I also know that my husband, deep down is worried. since he just lost his father, hubby is VERY close to his momma. please also pray that there will be peace among all the siblings, esp. at the hospital. His oldest sister Tina is not being nice and there is a lot of turmoil we just want peace while at the hospital an while everything is going on.
Thank you so much my FH family .. God bless each and everyone one of you. I may not be here much, but you all are still so close to my heart.
Thank you Lorrie for helping me out <3
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Post by Kel on May 12, 2016 20:05:57 GMT -5
Thank you all. I do appreciate all the prayers
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Post by Kel on Apr 13, 2016 4:32:16 GMT -5
Hi everyone!
Whew I needed to catch up.. I hope everyone is doing well I have missed you all!!
I am up early today for my freelance job. it is through Providence hospital, they have a studio there and we record short programmings to be shared within the health care community. its exactly what i use to do for a tv studio, so its interesting. nice people and only once in awhile and i can always say no i cant work lol
we start saturday with the farmers market. pretty excited. david has a lot of nice stuff and very different than last year. hope it goes well! lol
well.. better get ready for the day
love to you all!
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Post by Kel on Mar 28, 2016 9:57:56 GMT -5
Hi everyone! Lots of love to you all...
Leigh thank you for updating my prayer thread I really appreciate it.
I will talk to you all soon. Its been busy here.. :(
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Post by Kel on Mar 28, 2016 9:55:39 GMT -5
Thank you for all the wonderful prayers.
my son and dil are safe, they are an hour 1/2 away from Brussels. High warning, but no threat. they are also not doing what they normally would do, staying away from high populated areas..etc
my FIL passed early Thursday, we are not sure yet of all the details. how, when, etc. prayers for hubbys family are appreciated, there is some NASTINESS going on right now with the older sister to the rest. esp my husband.
otherwise things are good. one day at a time.
peace and love to you all
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Kel
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Post by Kel on Jan 26, 2016 10:25:26 GMT -5
Thank you all..
Tamara is on my mind..
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Post by Kel on Jan 26, 2016 10:24:50 GMT -5
hi .. just a quick fly by!!
I totally saw the lay off coming.. I knew it when the company that bought us said they didn't build audio booths.. (hellooo..)
anyhoo.. things are doing good here.. on the countdown.. :)
hope all is well.. need to catch up on my reading here.. guess soon I will have a little more time.. lol
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Post by Kel on Jan 18, 2016 4:41:10 GMT -5
well gang.. I got laid off!! where is my emojie for a happy dance?
I know that sounds weird, but I knew it was coming and I didn't want to quit.. after we had "the talk" in HR about how they were downsizing and getting rid of my positions, My boss looks at me and says, "Kelley, thank you for handling this with grace and poise."
You guys.. I believe this is a good thing and all God. Now I get my severance, they pay me until May 17 instead of one lump sum and I can get unemployment and figure out the next plan.
No more 1am alarm, no more 90 min RT commute, no more, no more 6days, I'm tired.
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Post by Kel on Jan 11, 2016 13:07:24 GMT -5
real quick HI!! I'm not allowed on the computer during lunch breaks anymore.. love you all miss you terribly
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Post by Kel on Jan 11, 2016 13:05:56 GMT -5
Thank you all so very much. God is moving and shaking in our world lol
If you all could pray for my very dear friend Tamara and her husband Terry. Tamara has cancer, its the type that is little crystals that form all over the body and can not be pin pointed. she is working with her health care providers. but she is weak and tired. Her husband Terry hasn't been working very much. and they definitely need his paycheck and insurance.
Thank you all
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