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Post by Kel on Feb 22, 2019 21:59:41 GMT -5
They do fearnot I just want protection all the way around & I don’t want to lose my words as I often do
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Post by Kel on Feb 22, 2019 13:38:38 GMT -5
Hello everyone… I need a little prayer please… I have to go over to my moms this Sunday and be there with my two sisters and nephew, alone, no spouses… To discuss matters of my mom’s will, her property, and to get the house ready to be sold…
Please pray me for protection and wisdom and peace among all of us thank you
My older sister makes me a little uncomfortable because I know that she ( and my nephew somewhat) have ulterior motive’s
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Post by Kel on Feb 15, 2019 12:20:35 GMT -5
It’s been quiet at times and then I realize I can’t call her. With momma I’m more at peace with her passing. I hope that doesn’t sound awful. The Sunday before she had her stroke, I was glad to be out there. I’m glad the Lord had me go. It was a nudging I couldn’t dismiss.
I am dreading having to deal with my sisters & nephew though. When it comes to moms house. I’m sure they’ve already been out there.. but we are suppose to be out there together to deal with everything.
I will need prayers, coverage & protection.
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Post by Kel on Feb 15, 2019 12:14:34 GMT -5
Mark I think that’s awesome!
When my kids were growing up, I loved having their friends over.. my sons friends would ask me to make them “ refrigerater sandwiches “. Never sure what that meant, lol. Deli meat & all the goodies. I guess they liked my sandwiches. Lol.
I can’t wait for all the grand babies! It makes my heart melt when Sadie comes over & smiles so big when she sees David & I
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Post by Kel on Feb 4, 2019 7:43:19 GMT -5
Thank you all so much. Melody Cat Thank you for updating my thread. I came on to post when momma went to be with the Lord but I couldn’t get online here for some reason.
Today is mommas funeral. And we have a bunch of snow on the ground 🤦🏼♀️. Please remember me in prayers. Also, for me to have God’s grace & patience to deal with my sister(s) & nephew who are less than honest. ❤️❤️. Things are already starting to arise
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Post by Kel on Jan 15, 2019 11:30:41 GMT -5
Thank you
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My momma
Jan 12, 2019 20:45:35 GMT -5
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Post by Kel on Jan 12, 2019 20:45:35 GMT -5
Went out today, she wasn’t really responding. I sat with her, held her hand and read some passages from my bible I was only there a couple hours today. I came home to try to sleep. Which I haven’t since Wednesday.
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Post by Kel on Jan 12, 2019 4:57:40 GMT -5
My heart is broken. My momma had a stroke we think sometime early Wednesday. My nephew texted me with a weird feeling as she didn’t answer the phone. When I tried calling it would disconnect & react weird (God)
He called me as he walked in to the house. She was found by the bed with her little head & body stuck between the mattress & nightstand 😭😭😭. We’re not sure how long, he arrived at noon.
She was rushed to hospital where we have spent the last days with her. She was responding to our voices and squeezed our hands when we talked with her. She had 3 blasts on the left side & front brain. Making her paralyzed on the right & unable to speak. She was having seizures/spasms.
I left her yesterday afternoon to go get her Will and the fish my kids gave her for Christmas. 😭😭😭.
My heart is so sad. I am having a hard time sleeping. She looked more at peace yesterday. The nurse told us that she has given up that she is tired and her body is tired.
I was with her Sunday, cleaning house and chit chat. I didn’t know that that would be my last hug. My heart hurts. I called her Monday as well as Tuesday and nights were always hard for momma. I should of stayed on the phone longer. She shut us out more & more towards the end. I tried so hard to keep her busy. She was tired. She missed my dad.
I love her SO much 😭😭😭
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Post by Kel on Jul 17, 2018 21:54:22 GMT -5
me too lulu.. i have been in a funk the past few days.. tried the walk with my dog and work on projects.. eh.. and now tomorrow starts my work week
I hope John is feeling better Leigh
Hi Anna and Margie!
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Post by Kel on Jul 9, 2018 12:17:50 GMT -5
Thank you for the continuing prayers.. Devyn is back to feeling better, I think she is out of her personal funk, which is a good thing.. God is working on her. As far as her personal life, that is all her. I love my daughter and will continue to support her and love her. no matter her path. no matter who she has in her life, as long as she is safe and happy. There is too much damage in this world and we are losing our loved ones to depression and inner turmoil. I will pray and continue to protect my loved ones. I will not have what happened to mine or my husbands family.
David and I are doing well.. moving right along with plans down south.. taking one step at a time and God is totally in control. we are being patient.
Megan and Killian are doing well.. pregnancy is going good. she is due Aug. 30th yay!!
Davids mom is healthy.. she is doing quite well. :)
My mom is doing good. We have our moments of silence.. I try.. but I have come to realize, its their inner issues, not mine. Because I do try..and will continue to be there for her until she goes home to be with the Lord.
thank you again everyone. I pray for you my Fresh hope family.. and keep you in my heart, even if I am not online here daily..
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Post by Kel on May 2, 2018 0:27:49 GMT -5
Cindy, is Bob on an asthma/allergy regimen? As I have said in the past, my doc has me on my steroid inhaler twice a day, and I take 2 Allegra daily.. which REALLY helps. He said he realizes the bottle says one a day, but it is safe to take two. As long as it isn't the Allegra D. (bad on heart)
Lulu, are you and Ron excited for the move? I know its all in Gods hands.. us too. I'm not sure we will make the full 6years.. I am totally giving it to Him and trying to pray all the time over everything. I am just ready for a change of pace. But I really want the Lord to guide us every step of the way
I am looking forward to being a grandma.. pretty exciting :) I hope Megan knows we are here to help..
wow lulu! way to set people straight! where we are moving to a place like that lulu.. no traffic, no random people walking around.. close church community.
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Post by Kel on Apr 22, 2018 23:11:04 GMT -5
Thank you for the prayers. Devyn and David are doing well, they are communicating well, and she seems to be more relaxed with him, and it is good. God is blessing them.. My mom is doing ok.. she has her good days and bad of course, I am not letting her moods effect me as much anymore. They are what they are, but I am there for her and just doing my best.. David's moms health is doing well. I think her doctors have things under control We are doing well together.. getting the house organized to sell and moving is stressful, but I feel God is moving us in that direction for sure Todays service was about prayer, and I feel God wanted me to hear it for sure, esp when it comes to Devyn and keeping her under a prayer blanket and I hope she just turns back to the Lords word
I will see my friend Tamara who has cancer the second weeks of May..
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Post by Kel on Apr 22, 2018 23:02:57 GMT -5
how are you doing lee?
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Post by Kel on Apr 22, 2018 23:02:27 GMT -5
Noah I hope you and your wife are doing well. I hope God touches your wife's heart and she come to know Him as her personal savior. I do have to say, a bigger house isn't always the answer. I hope it works for you and that you are blessed, I always felt, small home, close family..
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Post by Kel on Apr 22, 2018 22:55:34 GMT -5
Congrats Hosannah!! Thats great!! AND THANK YOU EVERYONE for the congrats.. Were excited about the grand baby! We are going to move into the duplex that Devyn and Killian own. Devyn wants another place and so we will be moving in on her side to and will live there until its time to retire (or sooner) we are aiming at 6 years tops.
It works out for everyone, and we can help if the kids need help with the baby and we will be able to save money. we are excited for that.
Lulu, I missed whee you are going.. Arizona? I read and reread, but I must of missed it due to being sleepy.. lol
Church service was great today, all about praying without ceasing. so needed to hear the word today.. <3
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Post by Kel on Apr 17, 2018 23:18:01 GMT -5
Please forgive me.. I will come back and check in with everyone My eyes are tired, and I am sore and sleepy from packing our home. David has been busting his booty to get the house all cleaned
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Post by Kel on Apr 17, 2018 23:15:12 GMT -5
Hi everyone! Long time, no chat... I wanted to let y'all know that I am going to be a grandma! Killian and Megan are expecting their first, a baby girl, Aug 26 due date :) we are all so thrilled :)
also we decided to sell our home and I would like to ask for prayers for a smooth transition. We aren't moving to Louisiana yet.. and we have a place to live, so I am putting all of this in Gods hands and asking for direction :)
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Post by Kel on Feb 12, 2018 13:25:17 GMT -5
I never get the flu shot, this is the first flu I've had since a kid. my doctor, when i was a child told me there were so many strains.. that even flu shots don't cover all of them. I just always wondered why i would inject the flu strain into my system? its like they wanna give you a shot for everything. David never gets sick, so we have just been hit with a second round of something. his throat is so sore he can't talk.. he will go in to check to see if its strep
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Post by Kel on Feb 8, 2018 11:57:06 GMT -5
When I was cleaning my daughters house, I had a very strong prayerful moment and pulled down the olive oil and asked the Lord for direction. I went around the house, just as I did my own many years ago, and let the Lord guide me. It was such a strong presence of just me and God. I love that feeling. I just want my daughter to be safe and know she is loved.
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Post by Kel on Feb 4, 2018 1:05:10 GMT -5
Thank you Anna.. yes, he has been taking good care of me.. The worst is when you can't sleep at night.. I tried going to bed and I just couldn't lay there..
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Post by Kel on Feb 2, 2018 17:22:56 GMT -5
yes we have had 46 deaths in washington due to the flu. I was so worried about David, aaannnd I got it too. I've been pretty sick- i just wanted to let y'all know.. I am on tamiflu now too
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Post by Kel on Jan 30, 2018 0:19:53 GMT -5
The school shootings senseless and heartbreaking for sure.
Devyn birthday was fun..however.. David got really sick, it hit him during friday night and didn't tell anyone.. he told me his heart was racing so badly he thought he was having a heart attack.. and YET HE DOESNT WAKE ME UP?????? I am so upset with him for that..
He was running such a high fever Saturday, he didn't want to go to urgent care in las vegas.. (his words.. uh.. yuk!) so Devyn grabbed him some theraflu and we gave him that and ibuprofen to bring down the fever and try for him to get comfortable.. we were able to doctor him up enough to get him on the first flight out Sunday. (he covered his mouth & nose on the plane) I got him in to the Urgent care this morning and the doc said he had the flu and was borderline for getting Tamiflu.. she prescribed it anyway.. to me I thought he had more of a bronchitis thing going on.. but she listen to what he had to say and listened to his chest etc..
My lungs are burning.. so I have been taking my nebulizer and steroid inhaler.. if it continues I'll get myself in
He is way worse than I am.. he never gets sick..
His good friend at work had the flu and it went into bronchitis and he has to be careful as he had a heart attack recently..
so.. were home.. Devy had fun that we were there with her.. that's what counted.. we were all there as a family. First time in a long time due to Killian being away.
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Post by Kel on Jan 22, 2018 19:49:13 GMT -5
Love :)
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Post by Kel on Jan 18, 2018 13:34:46 GMT -5
so I really like the new skin doctor. My MIL goes to this clinic and its the same company I go to in my town, HOWEVER.. THIS clinic is SUPER nice. I love it and will go out of my way to go there to see him. He listened to me and changed up my meds and they are helping!
A little prayer for my Daisy girl.. she really hurt her knee.. vet says not much to do but wait it out, she is putting light weight on it. but can't jump up or down on her side of the couch.. poor thing.. I know she is hurting..
I'm watching Amazing race.. crazy people
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Post by Kel on Jan 16, 2018 6:43:43 GMT -5
I FOUND IT! I FOUND IT! lol
Awe Anna I hope you come back to chat.. I don't always get a chance to come in and talk, but when I do I love hearing how everyone is doing. :)
My asthma prevents me from having cats. SO allergic that being around them has put me in the hospital more than once. I've had such bad asthma since a kid, grew up in hospital, then around 9-10 it subsided until i was 15, went on a hayride and that caused it to come back with a furry. as an adult, with my doctor i've had for over 10 years.. he has really got it under control. i have to take a steroid inhaler daily, but i hardly need my rescue inhaler anymore. now i deal with sever skin allergies. I see a new doc today for that. I hope he can help.
We've got most of the painting down in the house.. now i need to start buying tubs for packing I feel a little overwhelmed lol because there are still some parts of the house that needs to be fixed. like our bathroom, freshen the kitchen, paint dev's room and the rec room, and fix the garage door.. lol
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Post by Kel on Jan 10, 2018 23:38:57 GMT -5
Cheryl, I actually live in a worst state for pollens. I am allergic to every plant and tree in WA.. The humid weather does not bother my asthma, the doctor thinks i should live someplace tropical like hawaii, and since that isn't a real option, i.e.: too expensive and island fever, the next best thing is LA. (we don't like Florida)
Nope we will be North LA. Jackson is pretty far south. I know the state is split in 3 demos , white, black, cajun. But the times we've been there have been good. We had one situation about 17 years ago.. I too won't go into details, but when we go in March we hope to get more ideas
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Post by Kel on Jan 9, 2018 23:44:38 GMT -5
oh how sad Lulu.. I saw that .. and with all the fires.. loss of vegetation.. causing the slides.. so very sad..
Thank you Cheryl!! I just didn't want to type out Louisiana.. lololol no way not ever ever would we move to California!!! We've got our own sanctuary state here in WA but yes. LA not L.A. :) :)
Oh Fearnot.. we are not young.. lol that's why all of this moving scares me.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to freak everyone out..lol.. Cheryl my hero!
Louisiana is David's happy place. North LA is green like Washington. Lots of water, canals etc. Not too much traffic. No strangers roaming around, no homeless in the area we will be, the Ruston area. The town that we will live near will have one street and one stop.. lol We will have to go into Ruston to grocery shop and if we fill the desire to go to the bigger cities, it would be Monroe or Shreveport.
Speaking of Calif.. I think the "plan" is to combined California, Oregon and Washington together or with Canada. thats what everyone is talking about. Something about Cascadia.. Insert me rolling my eyes here....
From Wikipedia Cascadia (independence movement)
Boundaries of the bioregion in respect to current political territorial entities (Washington, Oregon and British Columbia). Boundaries of the bioregion in respect to current political territorial entities (Washington, Oregon and British Columbia). Capital Undecided Largest city Seattle National language Pacific Northwest English, Spanish, Cantonese, Chinook Wawa, multiple First Nations languages, French dialects Demonym Cascadian
^ a. *Statistics are compiled from US and Canadian census records by combining information from the states of Washington, Oregon and the province of British Columbia. If the entire Cascadian bioregion was taken into account, GDP and population would be much higher. Many values use exchange rates, which may vary Cascadia is a bioregion and proposed country located within the western region of North America. Potential boundaries differ, with some drawn along existing political state and provincial lines, and others drawn along larger ecological, cultural, political, and economic boundaries.
The country might consist of Washington, Oregon, portions of other U.S. states and British Columbia, Canada. At its maximum extent, Cascadia would stretch from coastal Southeast Alaska in the north into Northern California in the south, and inland to include parts of Idaho, Western Montana, Wyoming, and Yukon. More conservative advocates propose borders that include the land west of the crest of Cascade Range, and the western side of British Columbia.
As measured only by the combination of present Washington, Oregon, and British Columbia statistics, Cascadia would be home to slightly more than 16 million people (16,029,520), and would have an economy generating more than US$675 billion worth of goods and services annually.[5][6][7] This number would increase if portions of Northern California, Idaho, and Southern Alaska were also included. By land area Cascadia would be the 20th largest country in the world, with a land area of 534,572 sq mi (1,384,588 km2), placing it behind Mongolia.[8] Its population would be similar in size to that of Ecuador,
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Post by Kel on Jan 9, 2018 0:49:19 GMT -5
I'm sorry I'm behind. David and I are doing well. We have started cleaning house, I packed up all our Christmas items into tubs, I am now taking down all the paintings and photos on all our walls and starting to pack them into tubs. David has started painting. It's getting real. and it's scary. VERY scary. The thought of moving really scares me.
I've lived here my whole life. The families that do not speak to us are here. Once we move Thats it. I haven't told my mom yet that this is on our mind. I am waiting to hear from the real estate agent. Once we get the house cleaned up, painted, our bathroom updated we are going to schedule a walk through with an agent, see where the price is and go from there. If it's a decent price for us, it has to hit a certain mark, we will put our home that we have lived in for 27 years and move to another state. scared and unsure but taking a leap of faith. I am tired of the cold wet weather and the traffic. LA is Davids happy place. we will have each other and some of his cousins to help us get situated.
I'm nervous so I am asking y'all to pray. I really don't know what to think or do. it's hard to leave my mom, even tho she doesn't contact me, I have to contact her. Which is so funny, her sister just passed and she complained that her sister would go years without talking to her and I said why don't you call her? Nope, its her game. I try with my mom. I always call. She use to call me. before the turbulence.. breaks my heart, but whether i stay or go I don't feel that situation will change.
Devyn is ok. She is very private and has to deal with things. She knows how much we love her and are here for her.
Killian and Megan will eventually move south. He doesn't want to live in WA. but they will wait for Megan's job to move them. and I hope they move close to us. I want to be a present grandma.
I can hope and pray Devyn moves south. I love hanging with my little girl.
and then the thought .. what if it doesn't work out. what happens when we move there. neither one of us has a job lined up down there. we look.. we've applied, no answers..
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Post by Kel on Dec 20, 2017 13:04:41 GMT -5
thank you all for the prayers. Tammy isn't feeling very well. Hopefully she has a sale on the house.
My daughter has been sick lately.. must be stress etc.
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Post by Kel on Dec 20, 2017 13:03:05 GMT -5
of course Marianne is on my heart and prayers going up
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