Thank you for all your prayers. Things are kind of up and down. For last week my wife seemed a little better with me but then she goes back into being cold and withdrawn from me. I would appreciate if you would continue to pray. Sorry for the lack of updates.
Things have gotten a little better recently my wife is talking to me and hasn't been cold. One thing that Ive learned that God does things for a reason. Before this happened I was manipulative towards my wife, angry at times and fits of rage. I would have fits when I couldn't get the TV because my kids were watching it. I truly believe that this happened so God could mold me into being a better husband and better father to my children. The Lord suddenly opened up my eyes to this revelation. I couldn't understand for the longest time why this happened. I've been reading Job and I realized that God does test us to make us better and more solid in our faith and when the time is right, when his timing is right he does restore us. Personally God has molded me more. I don't have fits of rage any longer, I don't get upset when I'm not able to get the tv, and I'm not manipulative either nor do I act like a child when I don't get what I want. Anyway if you could continue to pray for my marriage I would appreciate it.
Hi all first thank you for your continued prayers and for your support. Secondly, it has gotten a little better the last few weeks. My wife has been very cordial and not so withdrawn from me. So thank you for those prayers. God is hearing them. If you could continue to pray I would appreciate it.
I appreciate your prayers. Thank you very much. Sometimes I feel like I'm worthless though. Just the way my wife treats me at times. Not only but other coworkers. Like I'm someone they can take advantage of. I get tired of it at times and want to lash out at them but I realize I cannot do that. Sometimes I feel like nobody even cares. I sometimes feel like I would be better off dead. I'm sorry to dump all of this on everybody but it's how I feel. I do appreciate your continued prayer though.