I appreciate all of your prayers. Things are the same. Saturday was good. My wife was very pleasant. If you could continue to pray I would appreciate it. One of the things that bothers me most is my wife just doesn't tell me anything anymore either. Before all this happened she would tell me everything. Oh how I miss her. I have good and bad days anymore. When I have bad days I carry it over into the work place which is not good. I feel myself depressed and very anxious at the same time. Other days I'm fine really in a good mood. I don't really know what to do.
Well things are the same. One thing that was good was at church today, the pastor had said God had laid on his heart that there are marriages that are on the brink of disaster. I truly believe he was speaking about my own marriage. He did say that God does love us and that he wants us to get help in the form of counseling. Our church does have a counseling center where there are Licensed therapist and counselors. The only thing is I am open to the idea but my wife is not. For this to work it requires both parties. If you could not only pray for my marriage but that God would open up my wife's heart to the counseling and that she would initiate it with me. I have tried in the past to initiate it and it would just make her mad.