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Post by Deleted on Dec 5, 2018 8:43:30 GMT -5
yup, we've got rain, but it's more like a hard mist right now, sky's totally clouded over in gray dreary clouds....64 degrees out...it's a good day to stay in bed....but alas, I be up and dressed and ready to face this wet world! I think.......
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Post by Cindy on Dec 5, 2018 12:31:16 GMT -5
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yup, we've got rain, but it's more like a hard mist right now, sky's totally clouded over in gray dreary clouds....64 degrees out...it's a good day to stay in bed....but alas, I be up and dressed and ready to face this wet world! I think.......
I told the doc (as I know him well...he's seen me and Jenn too lol) that Bruce was frustrated as he didn't feel he was healing as fast as what's normal for him. The doc told Bruce the same thing I've told him, which is that for the extensive damage done to his body, he really has healed remarkably quickly. I think hearing it from Dr Harrington has helped him actually believe it, or at least believe it more. The doc told him too, the same thing all the other docs say, which is that it's totally amazing that his injuries not only didn't kill him, but were as mild as they were. Meaning that although he had a lot of broken bones, the breaks themselves were mild and not horrible ones like they should have been. He also was able to explain why this one area was taking so long to heal. He told Bruce that the bones he broke there were the ones that kind of stick out along the vertebrae (like the cross part of the letter "t") and there's muscle around them. So when he broke them off, they tore up the muscle pretty badly, so it's actually more then just a couple of broken bones. So all in all, Bruce feels better both physically and mentally.
So if you guys wouldn't mind once again praying for him, I'd really appreciate it! 
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Post by Deleted on Dec 5, 2018 19:36:29 GMT -5
Praying always, Cindy!!! 
Please remind him that even though he can't feel the pain, the injury caused, doesn't mean the injury isn't still there. Don't let him over-do. We know all too well what that does to us, right? He needs to be patient and let the Lord's perfect timing prevail!
Ed never had back trouble, until he was crushed in between two huge logs at the lumber mill. The exrays, compared to recent exrays showed that his spine moved 1/4 of an inch. Later on his tail bone started deteriorating. All due to that injury. So, yes, Bruce needs time to heal gently. ((hugs))
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Post by Deleted on Dec 6, 2018 9:04:18 GMT -5
ditto Cheryl! that was my first thought too! sending up them prayers....I'll think of him though out my day looking into the micro scope....I do a lot of praying there.....
Ron and I got some fantastic news yesterday.....it's an answer to prayer for sure....and it's not what your thinking!
it's a long story, well, not that long, but it's raining again here today, and I have to get my butt out the door for work early to avoid all the crazy's! So I'll fill you in later....
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Post by Cindy on Dec 6, 2018 11:45:32 GMT -5
Praying always, Cindy!!!
Please remind him that even though he can't feel the pain, the injury caused, doesn't mean the injury isn't still there. Don't let him over-do. We know all too well what that does to us, right? He needs to be patient and let the Lord's perfect timing prevail!
Ed never had back trouble, until he was crushed in between two huge logs at the lumber mill. The exrays, compared to recent exrays showed that his spine moved 1/4 of an inch. Later on his tail bone started deteriorating. All due to that injury. So, yes, Bruce needs time to heal gently. ((hugs))
  I'll give my update after I reply to Lulu, ok?
ditto Cheryl! that was my first thought too! sending up them prayers....I'll think of him though out my day looking into the micro scope....I do a lot of praying there.....
Ron and I got some fantastic news yesterday.....it's an answer to prayer for sure....and it's not what your thinking!
it's a long story, well, not that long, but it's raining again here today, and I have to get my butt out the door for work early to avoid all the crazy's! So I'll fill you in later....
More good news! I checked his lower back before he went to bed last night (I intend to do that regularly as I always have) and the swelling was down even more!!!! In fact, there was hardly any swelling at all! Just a little bit at the very edge on the bottom of the area!
Thank You my wonderful Father for hearing my prayers and the prayers of our friends! Please bless them greatly for their faithfulness to pray for my Bruce! And thank You too for giving me such wonderful sisters in Christ and allowing me to get to know them here. It's been such a blessing for me and Bruce as you know. I hope that somehow I can be a blessing to them as well. I love being part of your family Lord! In the Name of our Savior, Jesus Christ I pray. Amen.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 6, 2018 21:57:17 GMT -5
Well...if you all remember back 2 years ago my Uncle Doug passed....Ron and I and another cousin of Judi and mine, Robin were going up to Cherry valley California on weekends and doing work around the house, fixing and cleaning.....I love my Uncles house.....and this past weekend my cousin Judi lost her husband Ray of 40 years.....well, she called last night and offered Uncles house to Ron and I, free, for the rest of our lives! All we have to do is help her with the up keep, and that will help her and she’ll be helping us....it’s a lilac farm! On 10 acres ! Judi has her own house and we’ll be living in Uncles house! Her oldest son will be living there also, he’s going though a Divorce and has to sell his house, and we’ll sell ours! Uncles house will go to her son’s of course, we won’t own nothing, but we’ll be able to grow older together comfy, playing in the dirt!
Watch, our house will sell in a snap now! We’ve been trying to sell for months, we finally put it in the Lords hands and became fine with his timing.....now we know what He was up to!
Prayerfully we can bring back the lilacs! They went to the wayside when my Uncle got sick and then he passed. It’s been about 5 years or longer since the land has been worked....
We’ll be going up soon on a weekend and sit with Judi and her son Joey and write this out and might even have a lawyer involved, but I don’t think that will be nessersary...Ron just wants to make sure I’m taken cared for after he’s gone on.....
we don’t have to stay either! Judi just needs help getting her dads house back to where it once was, it’s been sitting empty for years now, and needs some work. All of which Ron can do, and I can help! Joey can help too when he’s home, but he’ll be working and we won’t be. So it could be just a few years, or forever!
Ron and I are in awe of this whole thing.....we are praying and like I said we will be going up to sit and talk this all out with Cuz and work out details.....
ain’t God great......all the time!
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Post by Deleted on Dec 7, 2018 9:01:43 GMT -5
happy happy Friday, and it's not raining! Cindy how are Jenn and Bob doing? He landed a good job yes? wicked glad to hear Bruce is doing better....this healing thing when we are older is not a fast thing for sure! how are you doing?
so ready for the weekend!
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Post by Cindy on Dec 7, 2018 10:09:58 GMT -5
Well...if you all remember back 2 years ago my Uncle Doug passed....Ron and I and another cousin of Judi and mine, Robin were going up to Cherry valley California on weekends and doing work around the house, fixing and cleaning.....I love my Uncles house.....and this past weekend my cousin Judi lost her husband Ray of 40 years.....well, she called last night and offered Uncles house to Ron and I, free, for the rest of our lives! All we have to do is help her with the up keep, and that will help her and she’ll be helping us....it’s a lilac farm! On 10 acres ! Judi has her own house and we’ll be living in Uncles house! Her oldest son will be living there also, he’s going though a Divorce and has to sell his house, and we’ll sell ours! Uncles house will go to her son’s of course, we won’t own nothing, but we’ll be able to grow older together comfy, playing in the dirt! Watch, our house will sell in a snap now! We’ve been trying to sell for months, we finally put it in the Lords hands and became fine with his timing.....now we know what He was up to! Prayerfully we can bring back the lilacs! They went to the wayside when my Uncle got sick and then he passed. It’s been about 5 years or longer since the land has been worked.... We’ll be going up soon on a weekend and sit with Judi and her son Joey and write this out and might even have a lawyer involved, but I don’t think that will be nessersary...Ron just wants to make sure I’m taken cared for after he’s gone on..... we don’t have to stay either! Judi just needs help getting her dads house back to where it once was, it’s been sitting empty for years now, and needs some work. All of which Ron can do, and I can help! Joey can help too when he’s home, but he’ll be working and we won’t be. So it could be just a few years, or forever! Ron and I are in awe of this whole thing.....we are praying and like I said we will be going up to sit and talk this all out with Cuz and work out details..... ain’t God great......all the time!
happy happy Friday, and it's not raining! Cindy how are Jenn and Bob doing? He landed a good job yes? wicked glad to hear Bruce is doing better....this healing thing when we are older is not a fast thing for sure! how are you doing?
so ready for the weekend!
Bruce's swelling was down even more last night Praise God! Now it's just a little area that's still swollen! BUT, he woke up this morning with pain in his head again and is still in bed. They did find some changes in his neck and head from the MRI but we can't get in to see the neurologist until Jan 22nd. So I've been praying all morning that the Lord would heal that area as well and relieve his pain..... Thank you so much for your prayers too! I know the Lord is hearing us! I can't stay and post today though as I need to take care of Bruce. Thanks Everyone!
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Post by anna on Dec 8, 2018 13:19:56 GMT -5
Good day, God bless all. I bought an autobiography book about a woman named Ann Wigmore. So many good stories lost in history about peoples lives, I am enjoying reading this book, Ann's grandmother had faith in war-torn Central Europe, reading about her childhood there, the good and bad in people and the lifestyle of people back then that lived there.
I have been keeping busy, bought sewing box on sale 1/2 off, for a good price, only 20 dollars and it came also with thread and bobbins already wrapped with matching color thread, so that is cool. I did not finish my dress because the top part was too small, I will use that material to continue a quilt I am doing, but not all was lost, I was able to make a nice lined skirt instead from what I had.
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Post by sw7777 on Dec 9, 2018 5:50:27 GMT -5
I miss my Dad who went to heaven in June....just little things like being able to chat about our Aussie Rules footy team...
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Post by Deleted on Dec 9, 2018 16:21:26 GMT -5
I miss my Dad who went to heaven in June....just little things like being able to chat about our Aussie Rules footy team...  I hang onto the promise of our Lord. That we WILL get to see them again, some day. Soon. |
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Post by Deleted on Dec 9, 2018 17:42:19 GMT -5
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Post by Cindy on Dec 10, 2018 10:40:38 GMT -5
Good day, God bless all. I bought an autobiography book about a woman named Ann Wigmore. So many good stories lost in history about peoples lives, I am enjoying reading this book, Ann's grandmother had faith in war-torn Central Europe, reading about her childhood there, the good and bad in people and the lifestyle of people back then that lived there.
I have been keeping busy, bought sewing box on sale 1/2 off, for a good price, only 20 dollars and it came also with thread and bobbins already wrapped with matching color thread, so that is cool. I did not finish my dress because the top part was too small, I will use that material to continue a quilt I am doing, but not all was lost, I was able to make a nice lined skirt instead from what I had. I miss my Dad who went to heaven in June....just little things like being able to chat about our Aussie Rules footy team... I miss my Dad who went to heaven in June....just little things like being able to chat about our Aussie Rules footy team... every once in a while....it does tug at our hearts.............I stand on that promise also Cheryl....
Bruce's back is still doing well, but Friday he woke early with pain in the back of his head again and it lasted most of the day. So he missed work yet again. I wish he could see the neurologist soon!
Here I thought I'd have a relatively quiet weekend, but no.... Saturday morning Bruce grabbed me to go Christmas tree shopping. We drove all over the place looking at trees and finally got one after we'd given up completely and gone to do some birthday and Christmas shopping! Believe it or not, we got it at Walmart! After we finished that shopping, we then had to do the grocery shopping. Needless to say, we didn't get home until supper time, and I was exhausted. Even though I was exhausted I couldn't sleep that night because I'd had to take my morphine so late and when I do that, it keeps me awake. So I only got a few hours sleep Saturday night.
Sunday the kids were supposed to come over after church and Bruce's cousin was coming over with her daughter too so that she could meet Grace. Both girls were so excited about meeting each other that Grace didn't tell anyone she wasn't feeling good. Just before they got here, they had to pull the car over because Grace threw up! So they arrive and we get Grace cleaned up and in clean clothes. (I keep clean clothes here for them just in case). Then I had to call Bruce's cousin and tell her because she just had a heart attack and internal bleeding and her Mom has cancer and is taking chemo, so there's no way I was going to take a chance on them catching anything! After awhile, they left to take Gracie home and I got busy doing the last of my chores for the day. By the time I finished, I was just too tired to do anything else. We ate dinner and then we both were in bed by 8 I think. And I still slept late today!
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Post by anna on Dec 10, 2018 12:08:26 GMT -5
I am mouseless for a few days using my laptop computer, now I know I always want to have a mouse to use with the laptop.
I saw Christmas trees at Walmart, they have smaller trees and look nice decorated and priced well I think. Last time I was at Walmart I talked to a gay man, he said he works on average 65 hours a week and one week he worked 90 hours, having 2 jobs, he certainly had a professional manicure with nails Christmas colors of red and green, easy to talk to I enjoyed the chat.
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Post by fearnot on Dec 10, 2018 12:23:32 GMT -5
This is not exactly an upbeat Christ-mas post, more of a rant sigh.
I already posted on the prayer forum, but I thought I would post here also, and maybe get a few more prayers....I just copied my prayer post...so here it is. I will make an effort to post something less grumpy soon LOL
I have already mentioned the after class support for 6th graders who think they are gay, trans etc.
Now in our small ocean town, they are adding for middle school, a 'safe space'....
well, they are actually calling it it a CALMING room.....
can you tell its not really calming to me arrgghhh
And.....
there are 4 levels of 'threat' to the child......with different colors to go along with.
I have to say, on the one hand, I am not totally surprised,
but....
I did not think,
it would come here, quite so QUICKLY,
to a small coastal town, in Oregon....
Silly me!!!
it's not that I don't think a child ought to have a true 'safe' space when actually physical harm has happened or is about to,
or
even true emotional distress is happening......
but.... to focus on every little word said,
or look
or imagined peer insult etc.
seems 'to me', to weaken children...
make them super sensitive,
and unable to handle life at all.....
and of course,
they are not getting any biblical council on forgiveness, being humble.... ( instead the BIG push to be prideful .... be proud of yourself, you can do anything, you can create your own reality and the like)....
etc. etc. etc.
Please continue to pray for children who need real safe spaces from the crazy adults pushing all this propaganda on the at younger and younger ages.
And I am thankful that we are behind the big cities with trans people at reading times for very small children in libraries and the like...........so far.....but I know, it will come.
God told us is scripture that at the end times people would wax worse and worse....lawlessness would abound, etc.
has the Bible ever been wrong....
no, never!!!
But God is still on the throne, and He is that much closer to taking us home every day.
Frankly, I do also pray that at least for some children all this will backfire. I know our grandson, is really alert to it, and not amused. However, he needs much prayer ( as does our granddaughter and our littlest grandson who is not yet 2) because they need the strength of the Lord.
After all, they are up against adults and peers who have bought into these lies, big time.
The fight is super hard, like never before
and kids do still want to be liked by their peers,
so its such a struggle!!!
Even so come Lord Jesus!!!
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Post by Deleted on Dec 11, 2018 9:04:45 GMT -5
quiet morning...work is going well, busy, but not real busy...my hair is driving me crazy this morning...ugh...lol...my dress that I'm wanting to ware is static, so it's in the dryer with one of them static sheets....not a productive morning at all...well, I'm together now...somewhat!
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Post by Cindy on Dec 11, 2018 13:18:43 GMT -5
I am mouseless for a few days using my laptop computer, now I know I always want to have a mouse to use with the laptop.
I saw Christmas trees at Walmart, they have smaller trees and look nice decorated and priced well I think. Last time I was at Walmart I talked to a gay man, he said he works on average 65 hours a week and one week he worked 90 hours, having 2 jobs, he certainly had a professional manicure with nails Christmas colors of red and green, easy to talk to I enjoyed the chat. This is not exactly an upbeat Christ-mas post, more of a rant sigh.
I already posted on the prayer forum, but I thought I would post here also, and maybe get a few more prayers....I just copied my prayer post...so here it is. I will make an effort to post something less grumpy soon LOL
I have already mentioned the after class support for 6th graders who think they are gay, trans etc.
Now in our small ocean town, they are adding for middle school, a 'safe space'....
well, they are actually calling it it a CALMING room.....
can you tell its not really calming to me arrgghhh
And.....
there are 4 levels of 'threat' to the child......with different colors to go along with.
I have to say, on the one hand, I am not totally surprised,
but....
I did not think,
it would come here, quite so QUICKLY,
to a small coastal town, in Oregon....
Silly me!!!
it's not that I don't think a child ought to have a true 'safe' space when actually physical harm has happened or is about to,
or
even true emotional distress is happening......
but.... to focus on every little word said,
or look
or imagined peer insult etc.
seems 'to me', to weaken children...
make them super sensitive,
and unable to handle life at all.....
and of course,
they are not getting any biblical council on forgiveness, being humble.... ( instead the BIG push to be prideful .... be proud of yourself, you can do anything, you can create your own reality and the like)....
etc. etc. etc.
Please continue to pray for children who need real safe spaces from the crazy adults pushing all this propaganda on the at younger and younger ages.
And I am thankful that we are behind the big cities with trans people at reading times for very small children in libraries and the like...........so far.....but I know, it will come.
God told us is scripture that at the end times people would wax worse and worse....lawlessness would abound, etc.
has the Bible ever been wrong....
no, never!!!
But God is still on the throne, and He is that much closer to taking us home every day.
Frankly, I do also pray that at least for some children all this will backfire. I know our grandson, is really alert to it, and not amused. However, he needs much prayer ( as does our granddaughter and our littlest grandson who is not yet 2) because they need the strength of the Lord.
After all, they are up against adults and peers who have bought into these lies, big time.
The fight is super hard, like never before
and kids do still want to be liked by their peers,
so its such a struggle!!!
Even so come Lord Jesus!!!
praying with you Barbara!
quiet morning...work is going well, busy, but not real busy...my hair is driving me crazy this morning...ugh...lol...my dress that I'm wanting to ware is static, so it's in the dryer with one of them static sheets....not a productive morning at all...well, I'm together now...somewhat!
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Post by fearnot on Dec 11, 2018 16:23:40 GMT -5
Thank you for your prayers.
It seems like every day is an 'adventure' for our grandson.
This one (yesterday) is almost.....not really, funny
but...
They had an assembly.....was supposed to be for the student of the month and a 'holiday' assembly.
Sooooo the teacher running it got up.....didn't even get to the student of the month but went right into:
Do you kids know what this month is about?
And launched into an environmental rant ....
that's right
that Christ-mas tree, you bought Cindy......
Well......shame on you
( according to the teacher who apparently is unaware tree are a renewable sources)
Yup!
Anyone who buys trees this month is doing great HARM to the environment!!
Our grandson, said, he could help but roll his eyes to himself. ( me too)
That was the great holiday assembly!
Actually not only can seeds make more fir trees, a little thinning may in fact be a help.....not only to fire season, but even to the trees....I think I read some where, that tho bad for people, sometimes fires actually can be a boon to vegetation.
And, tho we do need to be good stewards, we also know, this world is NOT going to last....and maybe its self life is a lot sooner than we think.
So I am sorry your real tree did not work out....bad tree LOL
maybe it will branch out in a few days?
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Post by Deleted on Dec 12, 2018 9:09:35 GMT -5
got myself put together much better this morning...but ya yesterday was one of those days!
quiet this morning...but the free way is already busy, I can hear it...chilly, 50 degrees out there....
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Post by Cindy on Dec 12, 2018 10:22:31 GMT -5
Thank you for your prayers.
It seems like every day is an 'adventure' for our grandson.
This one (yesterday) is almost.....not really, funny
but...
They had an assembly.....was supposed to be for the student of the month and a 'holiday' assembly.
Sooooo the teacher running it got up.....didn't even get to the student of the month but went right into:
Do you kids know what this month is about?
And launched into an environmental rant ....
that's right
that Christ-mas tree, you bought Cindy......
Well......shame on you
( according to the teacher who apparently is unaware tree are a renewable sources)
Yup!
Anyone who buys trees this month is doing great HARM to the environment!!
Our grandson, said, he could help but roll his eyes to himself. ( me too)
That was the great holiday assembly!
Actually not only can seeds make more fir trees, a little thinning may in fact be a help.....not only to fire season, but even to the trees....I think I read some where, that tho bad for people, sometimes fires actually can be a boon to vegetation.
And, tho we do need to be good stewards, we also know, this world is NOT going to last....and maybe its self life is a lot sooner than we think.
So I am sorry your real tree did not work out....bad tree LOL
maybe it will branch out in a few days?
got myself put together much better this morning...but ya yesterday was one of those days!
quiet this morning...but the free way is already busy, I can hear it...chilly, 50 degrees out there....
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Post by Deleted on Dec 13, 2018 9:01:08 GMT -5
it's only 47 this morning....I don't think we'll ever get as low as 23, or 8 degrees....burrrrrrr, but at these degrees here in southern cali, people dress like it's 8 degrees
can hear that freeway again this morning...wicked busy for so early!
Ready for this week to be over, work is going ok, busy at least, but it's a Jazz of a Jazzy weekend! Matt and Jess close on their house tomorrow! they get to move this coming week! and Ron and I will have an empty nest for the first time in our lives! wow! 
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Post by dogstaff on Dec 13, 2018 10:50:35 GMT -5
We had some rain too earlier this morning but now the sun is out and it's nice outside. Going to get my hearing aids checked this afternoon. About every 6 months I go to Costco to have them readjusted if they need it.
Our retirement home has Christmas trees everywhere. They're really pretty.
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Post by Cindy on Dec 13, 2018 12:46:23 GMT -5
it's only 47 this morning....I don't think we'll ever get as low as 23, or 8 degrees....burrrrrrr, but at these degrees here in southern cali, people dress like it's 8 degrees
can hear that freeway again this morning...wicked busy for so early!
Ready for this week to be over, work is going ok, busy at least, but it's a Jazz of a Jazzy weekend! Matt and Jess close on their house tomorrow! they get to move this coming week! and Ron and I will have an empty nest for the first time in our lives! wow!
We had some rain too earlier this morning but now the sun is out and it's nice outside. Going to get my hearing aids checked this afternoon. About every 6 months I go to Costco to have them readjusted if they need it. Our retirement home has Christmas trees everywhere. They're really pretty.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 14, 2018 9:06:02 GMT -5
made it through yet another week! and Jazzy gets here tonite! quiet morning, freeway isn't busy this am...dark dark outside though, it's overcast, should be able to see the meteor shower, but to overcast. 
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Post by anna on Dec 14, 2018 9:41:24 GMT -5
It is 28*F here right now. I have my coffee and went to store yesterday so I also have orange cranberry pound cake. I got a space heater for my back room computer sewing room, nice to have a warm room, I like Mainstay products, heater works good and only cost 12 dollars. I am doing 2 loads of laundry today to hang outside on the clothes line, tomorrow we will have a cloudy overcast day. Good day.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 15, 2018 17:47:34 GMT -5
nice day here also, 77 degrees, Kids are on an adventure, so Ron and I are kicking it here, trying to get some chores done....ran a couple errands, walked Mace...now looking for lunch! oh did some laundry also!
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Post by sw7777 on Dec 16, 2018 9:24:36 GMT -5
Hi everyone, figured I had to get up and fix a work related computer problem, best say hi....
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Post by sw7777 on Dec 16, 2018 9:25:43 GMT -5
Praying for everyone at FH, and praising God for His glory, and acknowledging greatness!!
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Post by Deleted on Dec 16, 2018 12:20:12 GMT -5
Attachment Deleted Lazy morning! Ron ❤️ just brought me coffee ☕️ in bed! So I can stay lazy a tat longer! 😃
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I'll give my update after I reply to Lulu, ok?
I hang onto the promise of our Lord. That we WILL get to see them again, some day. Soon.
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