I have a problem. Updated Jun 29, 2015 10:12:51 GMT -5
Post by Cindy on Jun 29, 2015 10:12:51 GMT -5
I have a problem. I have to find a way to make at the very least $350 a month in order to be able to pay for the very basics that we need.... you know, so we can continue to eat, have electricity and take our meds, that sort of thing. Nothing extra or special, just the very bare basics of life. I've been pleading with the Lord to let me work again, but so far He's continued to say no, and when I've tried to anyway, as usual, there's been no response. (big surprise there huh?) He's really helped my back the last couple of months though and made it so that after all these years of dreading bed time that I can finally sleep in peace without the fear of agonizing pain in the morning, so I do feel better. I still have pain, and still can't walk far or stand up for very long, but at least I can sleep again without fear and wake up feeling half way normal. So, I thought, just maybe He'd let me work again, just a little, but as I said, so far it's been a no go. I asked Him if I could work as long as I made sure I did my job here every day. He hasn't answered that one yet, so I"m still hoping. But I've also told Him that I want to be in His perfect will not His permissive will. But the bottom line is that we have to have that money and honestly even that won't be nearly enough except to take care of the basics. We're still going to need some major miracles as our car is dying -actually it's close to death right now, and we desperately need a new one; and we're two years behind on our house taxes and a few doctor bills as well. I did a no no this month and splurged and got our meds and food we needed so now we're behind on our electric and phone bill too. Thankfully next month is a 5 week month so we'll have an extra pay check and I can catch those up if I stay away from the food T he Lord did let me put a sign up in the park here asking for work doing housekeeping or babysitting. Both will cause a lot of pain, but I've got the morphine for that and can't think of anything else I could do, other then teach God's Word, but I couldn't charge money for that even if anyone was interested, so that's out of the question. (besides which, I'm sure no one's interested anyway). I wanted to let you all know as this could affect the site. Obviously if I'm looking for work, (which I will be) or working, I can't be here anywhere near as much. Or if our internet is cut off I won't be able to be here. So you guys would be on your own. I just felt you all should know where things stand. I love you and even if I'm not here as much, no matter what happens, I always pray for you!